i love my job..but i'm only working weekends, so i cant eat.  so today if DHS is open i shall be trying to get me some foodstamps.  ODB did it, so i think i should be able to. 

Yesterday i was at Jess Parker's apartment, and i was like really really mean to her in third grade, but she's like marrying one of Jamie's friends, and Jesse called and i gave the phone to Jamie and he was talking about like a bunch of crazy shit i.e. dildos, female ejaculation wet boxes, and fnord.  DO NOT SAY FNORD AROUND JAMIE AND HIS FRIENDS.  not one fucking peep.  holy shit, the biggest fucking rampage came out of Jamie and Jay.  Like it was horrid, all the hate for some kids, who i guess are idiots.  i dunno.  i didnt really care in the first place

i think i'll go to borders today.  if i dont go to DHS.  i probably wont because i dont have a pay stub from my work yet.  on the weekends everyone should come to the west end grocery and come see me make you a sandwhich that you will then pay for, because i dont want to get fired.  starbucks has good hot chocolate.  yeah, so jamie and i broke up for like 12 hours.  all my actions though.  i was like "well if you're in a bad mood why dont we just end this stupid shit" and he was like "what?" and i was like "Fuck you Jamie, call me sometime,"  it was pretty fucked up.  But then the next day i was walking because it was one of those like 50 degree daysand i saw ryan and i hate an amazingly large thing for ryan so i was talking to him and then i was like fuck that he's not Jamie/

so i just woke up,  i hate these people/  that i live with  BLAH